"
I feel that leaving this story is leaving her, that by not
recording our interactions anymore, I'm denying her
something, a continuity to which only I, with my visits,
can attest. I feel like I'm abandoning her. But in some
sense she's the one who's been abandoning herself, so I
won't feel guilty, Or just a little bit.
"

Dislocations
Sylvia Molloy